WARNING: VULGAR LANGUAGE - A true story all about having and living with family that suffer from multiple illnesses. Readers will endure all the emotions felt during horrible times that the author suffered majority of her childhood thru thirty years of life. Read about the suicidal times, the gun incidents, the abuse and much more on this nonfiction account and how the author overcame these traumas and wrote a book about it! The purpose of this book is to make readers aware of the struggles a person with disorders will endure on a daily basis and that of living with family who have multiple illness's as well but none knew about it until much later in life. The concept behind this book is that if you suffer from disorders you can basically still do anything to make your life better. If anyone suffers from PTSD , Bipolar, PMDD or any kind of disorders; this books for you in hopes to inspire you and maybe even change a life.