A compelling memoir detailing the intricate journey of Rev Alford’s life. From losing her mother to suicide, to becoming a mother herself with all the challenges that brings. She re-visits skeletons in the closet 20 years on as the generational trauma resurfaces. __________________________________________________________ Rev was 22 years old when her mother took her own life after many turbulent years of suicidal ideation. She believed she could forge on and put that behind her without processing her grief. As her life took unexpected turns, Rev realised that she had to face the past and deal with it. Otherwise, the trauma would be carried over into her children and future generations. This heart breaking and vulnerable story unfolds through Rev’s riveting account of the adversity she endures and her efforts to find her own peace and well-being. We bear witness to her strength and tenacity as she awakens to the possibility of new beginnings, healing and discovering who she really is.